hey.. actually i close computer alrdy and alrdy lying on the bed trying to sleep but i juz cant... keep thinking of wat juz happen...haix, i really need the motivation to study but if i need tt, im slackenin the other party... they alway say don get distracted BUT i need the "distraction" to keep me going but it will b like im thinkin juz for myself... wat shud i do !!! argh ! if im wasting her time, it ok wif me. i will try to cut the time we together but wat there to cut if we alrdy cut our meeting together. How i wish im much cleverer so tt i can teach her the thing tt she don udrstd.really hurt me when i ask her Q tt i donnoe then she will b damn pissed. emm yea i gonan try nt to b a burden to her ne more.. "u slackened me" these words, DotZ
thing are really bumppy rite now.. now quite wat i expeceted, needa concetrate on my studies afta wat happen to my result on mid year.. quit all games =D hahaha... as for my relationship, it equally bumppy... nxt year i bet will b harder for both of us... if nxt time we are nt meant to b together, i alway hope tt she will meet a much better guy than me tt can take care of her. Shame on me, keep making her angry (nvr meant to make her angry). juz hope in de future when she look back and think, she nt ashame of me.. as for now i will take care of her and will try nt to let her go... Love you sooo much shafika =D (my motivation)
s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x 11:57 PM
